quotes:
"keek in de spiegel zag de vraag en het antwoord"
-joost

latest obsession(s):
-stranger things (specifically: watching/reading byler analysises... maybe even a fanfic or two. my whole digital minimalism arc has been reset >-<)

current mood:
focused (how am i gonna build this website otherwise?????)
no but actually i can never exactly describe my mood it changes slightly with every minute, every song, every conversation, every stimulus.

okay this page really is me just yapping about whatever... okay.

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20-12-2025
hello...
ONCE AGAIN I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGHHH THIS WAS EXACTLY THE SAME WITH THE ABOUT ME PAGE.
BUT NOW I CANNOT ASK ANYBODY FOR HELP. MAYBE I JUST NEED TO GO TO SLEEP... I THINK THAT IS THE PROBLEM.
AND WHY AM I WRITING IN ALL CAPS?

very succesful first blog entry!

okay nevermind imma start writing for real now
so christmas break has started... i'm listening to my playlist from 2 years ago... maybe i should pirate download some of those to put on my ipod...
i don't know, building this website has been very interesting- AHHHH THE WRITING'S NOT WRITING.
IT'S THE MUSIC. I HAVE NOTICED THIS BEFORE. MY WRITING IS ALWAYS HORRIBLE WHEN I'M LISTENING TO MUSIC.
I'M TOO LAZY TO TURN IT OFF SO YEAH. THAT'S IT FOR NOW.

okay so i continued to work on my site and now i have decided to also add images into this blog... why Not???

(i have actually rediscovered some new songs... if you've got an old playlist laying around, go check it out! you might surprise yourself...)












so i have FINALLY cleaned my room after DAYS of putting it off (yes, days is a lot for me... i'm that type of person haha) and it's like i can see clearly again! idk maybe it is because of the playlist.. but either way, i think i now have the opportunity to 'start over'. now that it's finally christmas break and i've finished all my tests i am... free. the only thing i 'have' to do is to work on my artwork for the A.I. (not artificial intelligence (ew), it is a sort competition between 4 schools in which they compete in various categories: performing arts, visual arts, lingual arts, chess/dams, etc.), which i'm actually very excited about so yes, i am free. (let's just hope that i don't waste this free time now)